so it’s extremely annoying when i realize i’m falling for someone that i want to be just a friend (more like he wants to be “just friends”). it just ruins everything. i need to stop liking people that don’t like me back. and the weird thing is that i know that i shouldn’t date anyone right now (i shouldn’t even LIKE anyone) because i need to get my life straight (or as straight as i can get it). i need to focus on being healthier, my school work, having fun with friends and trying to be a better person. i don’t need boys right now. so why the crap am i falling for him? and why does he seem so freaking perfect for me? why can’t he just like me back?